Just getting started

Whats going on fellow bloggers I am new to this so give me a min and I will get use to this thing called blogging.
Ok so today i had a moment and reflected back on the time that family was really family. I mean I can remember and recall being at my mothers dinner table back in the day happy to see me and my two brothers all preparing for a home cooked meal. It is funny how time flys when you have dealt with feeling like the black sheep of the family. Has there ever been a time when you felt like you have to over do things just to get your mother or fathers attention. I mean feeling like your trapped in a shell from life's preplexities and surviving the dysfuntion of family matters. I come from a big family of 10 aunts and uncles but i do understand that if the family was never built on a solid foundation then how can the offspring evlove to become peacmakers.
What I am trying to say is this thing called life can either make us or break us. When you pour out so much it can be draining at times and make you loose focus on the very thing that your heart desire's. I am glad i do have a voice within and that voice allows me to challenge myself in becoming a better me inspite of persecution.